shitty shit

so, it's been a long time since i neglect this blog..
but my basic intention to write a blog is not to be famous.. but truly about me ranting about various thing in my life..

for the up date,,,  i have a new baby girl, the pregnancy feels like hell.. morning sickness for 5 months,, and then followed by a strict  diet at the last trimester of pregnancy... and the baby born few days after Idl fitri. 4010 grams and 52 cm.. rather large baby for Asian..

things that i would like to rant about is.. two weeks after my delivery,, my husband got to go on a business trip for two weeks every month.. the 3rd weeks  my diabetic, more than 80 years old father in law moved in for good... it's like i have to take care of 1 baby and 2 small children with no help what soever..
while he has other 2 daughters and 3 sons, he's got to stay with me the one with a newborn baby and a 6 years old, rather than more well establish children..  you want to know why???
the answer is simple,, because they just don't gives a shit about their father.. if they don't give a shit to their own flesh and blood father.. so why would they give a fuck to me.. their youngest brother's wife... and the most amazing thing was,, the most established person truly stated that she "DON'T WANT TO TAKE CARE OF HER FATHER BECAUSE, THE HOUSE THAT SHE'S LIVING IN IS NOT HERS, BUT IT'S HER HUSBAND'S HOUSE",, while i know that she has 2 other house,, and one of them is surely empty/vacant,, bless her heart..

so i'm in a shitty shit situation,, literally shit.. yup,, i took care 3 person shits.. real shit.. the old yellow/brown stinking shit..  and if my husband's siblings ever complained 1 itsy bitty things about their father to me.. so help me god,, i have no problem opening my mouth for business..

headache....
thanks god for my daughters for my daily enjoyment and consolation...

WEIRD NEIGHBOR

Oh man, it's going to be a very long story.

long time no see this blog.. 

the news is i'm pregnant, on my 19th weeks. already in my 2nd semester.. yeaaayyyy... the vomiting has decrease tremendously.. and i can eat again.. be expecting rapid weight gain in this few weeks..

the story about the neighbor got some correlation with the pregnancy,, and a long time before that..

have you had that particularly unusually a very annoying neighbor? this is my first time ever!!!!!

how do you handle them?? i really need some advice. i tried to talk to them, it's not working, tried to ignore them, surely didn't work.. tried to report to the neighborhood committee also didn't help either.. that is how my neighbor pig headed is.. 

At first we got off on a good start.. we are being nice to each other.. sometimes along the way, they showed few symptoms of weirdness,, but me and my husband didn't take it seriously. but years later,, they got weirder and weirder.. and this late months when i was vomiting vigorously,  a new awful smell spread around my house,, the smell of stink bug being fried in old moldy oil.. ohh the vomit become more and more terrible.. i can't even get out of my own room. i tried to report it to the neighborhood committee,, but the smell didn't stop.. i'm sure that my neighbor aware about this, because the next door neighbor suddenly inactive on the neighborhood chat rooms. the smell stopped for a week, then it began again.. the  funny thing is,, when i brought the issue up on the neighborhood forum,, it stopped for a while.. but it never stopped for good..

once when the stinky smell spread around my house,, i went outside,, and walk around my block.. the most stinkiest house is my house and my next door weird neighbor. i can't be more sure that the source is my next door neighbor

what the hell are they thinking!!!!

do they have a financial difficulty or something? but can't helped to see they have a nice car, 2 motorbike, husband working and have a laundry business.. 

what should i do with them? 

i really wish it would be over forever,, should i just move out from my own bought house? i can't burn them,, our house is wall to wall connected..